ext_259652 ([identity profile] janeylou.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] in_the_blue 2005-05-17 08:28 pm (UTC)

Magic ...

Magic. Now what defines it? Wands? The slight of the hand and the heart changes to a spade?

Nope. New life is magic in how it transfigures not just the people involved but the entire world.

Obliviate! It makes me forget. I know I used to have a life before motherhood ... yet I cannot remember a time when two small faces were not a part of it.

Clarificus! Okay, so there were such things as dandelion seedheads ... but now I see them. Fine, so blossoms bloomed pink on the apple tree in the yard. Now I see cerise confetti in swirls. Great, so I would buy a cauliflower for dinner ... now I am shown (quite loudly and enthusiastically) that it is a complicated fractal pattern. Look Mum; just like looking at a Christmas Tree from above!

My kids are magic in that they have transformed me. They have opened my eyes to all kinds of new wonders.

Regresso! I am back to looking at things how a child sees them. Hearing how they hear. Tasting how they taste. Seeing how they see.

Speaking how they speak ... um ... Parseltongue would be easier.

This morning I was sadly informed by one distraught daughter, "I bent my rattler on the att-o-tutto rack and it snapped all up and the mibs fell out"*

The magic was ... I knew what she meant!

And yes, ask any other parent ... we WOULD stupefy then given half a chance!!


*(Translation for the curious: My cardboard tube with the black-eyed beans bent when it hit the potato rack. The beans fell out and it no longer rattles. Got any tape? If so ... fix it, Mum!)

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