Not in the Mood

...to roleplay.
...to livejournal.
...to beta-read.
...to write fanfiction.
...to write original fiction.
...to eat.
...to take my cat to the vet for the last time.
...to watch any more cartoons.
...to draw.
...to read.

This is the scary one:
...to be sosirius. That one makes me feel like I've lost my heartbeat.