in_the_blue: (siriusatheart)
g.j. ([personal profile] in_the_blue) wrote2004-12-30 10:13 pm

Tonight, I feel pretty good.

All things considered.

One more day to this year and I'm not really very good at looking back and assessing, though I try. I'd rather look forward. And I don't like to make resolutions because those aren't real goals.

I know I will miss my kitty Stones (I still get choked up thinking about him). I'll miss him for a long, long time. Probably forever, and that's as it should be. For heaven's sake, this is the same soft-as-nails (!) person who still can't read Order of the Phoenix without bursting into tears.

I know I have grown as a writer.

I know I have grown as a human being. I guess that's all anyone can really ask for. I like to think I move with grace and kindness and I don't always live up to that, but I try.

Ooh, look. Introspection. It's rampant tonight.

Tomorrow night is New Year's Eve. We'll be hosting Hannah's best friend Sara for the second year in a row, so now it's a tradition. We'll also be making hand-made egg rolls, one of my specialties, and that's also a tradition.

I wish every single one of you out there an absolutely wonderful 2005. I wish you a year filled with happiness and love and health and peace of mind. May all your fondest dreams come true.

And may JKR bring Sirius back on July 16.

[identity profile] liebchen127.livejournal.com 2004-12-31 01:21 pm (UTC)(link)
And the same to you *hugs*

[identity profile] hiddenhibiscus.livejournal.com 2004-12-31 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy New Year to you too!

[identity profile] blanket-cape.livejournal.com 2004-12-31 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy New Year!

Mmmm...egg rolls.. [drools]

[identity profile] chrysantza.livejournal.com 2005-01-01 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
Of course you will always miss Stones, just as I will always miss my Aleister...The ones you love will dwell in your heart and your memories for life.

Happy New Year to you too! May 2005 bring you much joy.

[identity profile] sff-corgi.livejournal.com 2005-01-02 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
Drat, I missed this before in my flurry of research. I like that 'soft as nails' bit. ^_^ Ah, well -- you know what I'm like about Medeni, too.

And I don't like to make resolutions because those aren't real goals.

Yeah -- why wait for an arbitrary New Year? To have Sirius as a witness or something? People need to make 'resolutions' when they're needful....

Lots of hugs.